#she definetley doesn't actually mean that

[confused-disaster32]

NOOOO I JUST REALISED THAT NOW THAT IT'S SPRING SUMMER IS INCOMING

I hate summerrrr, its gonna be 45℃+ (113℉+) half the time and I still am not allowed to get the school shorts so I either have to suffer in the pants or go back to wearing the skirt 😭😭 but now that Ive worn the pants i cant go back to that skirt - its going to make me feel even more dysphoric then it did before istg 😭😭

[thedawningofthehour]

Alright so I've been thinking about how DOTH Alopex would be like beacuse OFCOURSE I did (2012 Alopex was my crush when I was 12-13 which made me super attached to her) aaaand- this is propably super innacurate as she's most likley gonna be just a modified ver of 2012 Alopex but- I imagine her looking way older than Tiger Claw?? But in a way that "genetics were a bitch" way that she's few years younger than Tiger Claw yet looks twice as old. Like my friend once said something like "when I see someone who looks like a hobo I wonder if they are really a hobo or an elderly metalhead beacuse they sort of look the same" and like THAT'S HOW I IMAGINE HER FOR SOME REASON. Like graying fur, bags under eyes, furr that definetley needs trimming, dressed in all black and saying "yep. I'm gonna kill my brother today." With the most souless tired voice ever. Also a butch.

Like I know that's so not what she's gonna be but for some reason that's just where my imagination went. Here's a little doodle to demonstrate my vision

I mean. Tigerclaw and Alopex are like two hundreds years old so an age difference of a year or two is pretty nothing. They were the two oldest siblings and were very close growing up-I actually thought about making them twins but there's already so many twins in this fic lol. Also I think I might retcon it and make Alopex the older sister, because I really enjoy the thought of six-foot-something murder machine Tigerclaw as a little brother to this foot-foot-nothing knife lesbian. (who is also a murder machine, but fluffier)

Yeah, both of them are basically the 'people will die' meme, except there's no one to burst out behind them and exclaim "of fun!"

This Alopex doesn't hate her brother. She had a front seat to all the abuse Songpo put him through and understands why he is the way he is, but that doesn't change the fact that he's doing bullshit. Her story has a lot of parallels to Leo's and could be seen as a prediction for how he might have turned out, if he placed his morals before his brother.